ouch :)

this is honestly one of my most difficult positions :

yet so very rewarding :)

realization for me there is sucha thing as "good pain" ... that for myself n others that i do hands on healing for  say ...  i inflict good pain in order to alleviate th bad pain i find in peoples bodies after partaking in my only holy sacrament n spiritual catalyst marijuana or as i prefer to refer ganja :) sortof like "conflicting pain" :) as my most challenging recipient of said conflicting pain had dubbed it :) in what we would call sonyas house of pain ... in appropriate funny accent :) as my kitty kat : Don Juan Beans would say ... hello my name is Don Juan Beans ... and I will be your tourguide for this eeevening ;) in th twilght zone that is Sonyas House of Pain ;) .... yes i am insane ... you see i have reefer madness ;)